How do you say goodbye?
I sat behind my mother as she died. I felt the labor of her breathing which made my own muscles sore from the back and forth force of her breath. I wanted to lay her down, but my sister, Anne, had not arrived and I felt she deserved to say goodbye. |
I knew it was over when I found her Tuesday morning, asleep with her lips slack against her teeth. There was no muscle control to even keep her lips together in their usual position, and when I saw this, I knew it was over, for real, no more second chances, no more arguments, no more "I love yous" for the rest of my life. | |
Anne was the last person she ever spoke to. The last word uttered from her throat was "Hi." |